从今天开始，现在开始，

我彻底的对你改变！ 

你让我真的明白了，

谢谢。。

我不伤心，

我觉得这样让我更开心，

新年快乐！ 

没有你的第7天， 

每一天的不停想念你， 

一直不停的想你会回来我身边，

一直的等待，

到今天，还是一片空白..

很想告诉你， 回来， 可以吗.

却没有那个勇气..

这首歌想让某人知道..

你还爱我吗？

只想告诉某人，

我想你了，

回来，　好吗？

不管去到那里，

脑里还是会想起某人，

有种感觉不想出街，

就是因为要改变自己，

但一切太迟了，

太笨了，

想改变等你回来爱我，

但

一切都不可能，

我不想一次的一次在被伤害，

是他不珍惜，

我们根本就是两个世界，

你还是不会明白我苦衷，

如果你体谅我，

如果你给我时间，

如果你包容我，

如果你信任我，

那该多好， 

我以为你会是陪我过新年，

我以为你会是陪我过情人节，

我以为

我以为！ 

一切都是我以为，

你可以去做她舞伴了。。

我讨厌你！

我讨厌你为什么就不给自己时间！

我讨厌为什么就不给我时间！　

我说我会改，

我答应你我会改！

但，　你就是不要给我时间

不是说改就能改，

我需要的是时间！

你永远不明白！
不明白！

为什么！

第二次的机会就是那么容易放弃！

是你不珍惜，

我只好说，我接受事实，

我知道不会再有第三次机会了，

再见

Today have pool tournament at amazon , 

lose the game . 

feel very disappointed with myself  .

make so much of mistakes , 

wish all the best on friday again . 

i have no confident on this coming friday tournament . 

try all my best . 

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i miss you , 

sorry for the whole day never accompany you . 

trying to spend my time to training for my coming tournament . 

but i still missing you , 

when i was sleeping , u work . when i wake up u sleep ==

trying to set back my time to spend more time with you :)

give me time , 

after my pool tournament , 

i sure back to normal :)

11th of january 2011 is my pool tournament at amazon , 

hmm . 

goodluck for myself and others player , 

trying my best , 

  win or lose doesn't  matter,the important is experience :)

and i wish to qualified enough , 

lol

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all the best :D

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你走的第3天，

一直对这自己说，“要坚强，不要让别人看不起你”

但，我还是做不到，

承认，我想你了，

一直装什么都没发生，

我真的办不到，

这几天没有你的信息，没有你电话，

我真的很不惯，

真的很不惯你不在我身边，

哈！

我突然觉得自己好笨，

这只是个短情，

可是还会这样，

太笨了..

Hello people , 

the last day of 2011 , 

hmm . 

i want to thanks my friends , The buddies , and my family , 

Thanks for help me when i need you guys .

2011 is a wonderful year , 

unforgettable year , seriously .

 make a lot of new friends , 

seen a lot of things in this world  .

, thanks everything . 

thanks god , 

The new year wish everyone goodluck..

study hard , work hard , train hard . 

gongxifacai :p

今天我选着这样的伪装对待你们，

假装的什么都看不到，

什么都不知道，

其实， 

我真的很想告诉你们，

对不起，

因为你们的现实而改变了我，

而改变我不想去改变的，

其实，

你们两个真的对我来说是我好朋友，

但， 

所让我看到的是不是我想象中那样，

我真的很想回去以前一样的，

也许社会就是该现实，

但

我想要的只是简简单单的友情，

流泪告诉自己何必呢？

但，

我还是尊重这个友情， 

我希望我们大家都可以一起出来玩，

dear :

我很想告诉你我心很痛，

但

我还是坚强..

i'm back again ,

sorry guys for leave my blog for so long ,

been quite busy this few week .

erm , i dont know what i busy @@

actaully i'm very lazy to update my blog ,

facebook killing me ,

i cant even log in my account ,

after get log in into my account ,

i realize one of my photo album is gone ,

i was like . wtf .

who the hell hack my profile ,

arhhh .

goanddiestupidchildishbitch,

idontplayasuchchildishthingwithbitch,

goahead.

hello december baby ,

new month , last month ,

everything will be fine ,

goodluck everyone ,

and goodluck for me too :)

mwah :)

THE BUDDIES

three day two night penang trip .

26/11/2011

4pm something lun come fetch with with nelson and yoby ,

then go fetch girlfriend kivy .

start our journey to penang , 8pm ++ only reach penang ,

damn tired , meet up with vain and nikki,

then have our dinner ,

after dinner back apartment ,

everyone ready for club -.-

mois club ,

have fun there , nice DJ ,

everyone rocking , LOL .

3am back ,

then go mamak for supper ,

4am ++ sleep ,

then next morning wake up at 12pm ++

everyone wear THE BUDDIES uniform :)

 beach

the second night , go beach .

 THE BUDDIES

bought the balloon thinggy -.-

hehe :)
second night , after beach go back apartment ,
one box of beer waiting for us ,
play games ,
follow the dice .
haha ,
everyone drunk ,
crazy game .
the next day ,
12pm check out , everyone cant wake up .
LOL .

seafood before back to KL



1am ++ reach KL ,
damn tired .

people in da house, 

im here again , 

have a mood to update my blog ,

but dontknow what to write -.-

a boring afternoon , 

aww .

here we're , 

i call she as my mummy :)

wish her happy birthday , 

she is great , 

she help me when i need her , 

love her and thanks .

wish u all the best , 

goodluck , 

and smile always :)

  people in da house ,

sorry for leave my blog so long .

i've been very busy this fews day ,

start my work  ,

same work as freelancer .

i dont know how much of tiredness i have .

work at the night ,

meet with client at afternoon ,

drive here and there ,

BOOOOOM !

VERY TIRED ,

 three day never go home ,

can see how much busy i am ,

never meet my friends also ,

i miss all of them ,

tomorow off ,

finally i can rest , woohooo .

but i love this jobs too ,

have a good agent ,

haha , friendly and funny :)

goodluck  ,

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i miss all of my friends :(

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Goodluck guys , tomorow tournament , all the best brothers ! :)

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gooodnight :)

 trip together :)

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 siao cha bo :P

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miss ♥

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 enjoyyyyy

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sister forever ♥

this picture mean to everyone like my birthday today ,

hahaha ,

 my lovely cousin , ching leng

my lovely mummy :)

blablabla , 

10something back .

lazy .

bye

day after day , 
time pass away ,
and i just cant get you off my mind ,
nobody knows , i hide it inside ,
i keep on searching but i cant find ,
the courage to show 
To letting you know 
I've never felt so much love before ,
And once again i thiking about ,
taking the easy way out ,




night after night ,
i hear myself sayin
why cant this feelings just fade away ,
there no one like you ,
You speak to my heart ,
It's such a shame we're worlds apart ,
i'm too shy to ask ,
i'm too proud to lose ,
but i sooner or later i gotta choose
and once again i thinking about ,
taking the easy way out 

Gooodmorning again ,

from yesterday till now i never sleep , 

i dont feel tired at all :)

waiting for 10am ,

one more hour , 

plan with syafiq have pool at amazon later . 

hahaha , 

im superwoman :)

very super ==

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i miss all my sisters . 

yea , 

tee yuan ping , 

i know u reading my blog now :P

so i have to do some pattern say miss u all :P

HAHAHA , 

joking okay :)

i really miss u all ,

im waiting for holiday .

so we can have gathering , 

our 4years friendship . 

heeeheeee :)

i miss you too , 

you sudah ada boyfriend , 

so sweeeet , wooots woooots :)

eh , spm coming dont keep sweet sweet . hahah 

i no coment on you , 

haha ,

u make me wanna say i do i do i dooo dooodooo ==

i miss you 10000 xxx

come out on holiday :)

you too ! dont forget me , 

siao cha bo , 

i miss when we at class , 

macam siao cha bo , 

and ....

HAHAHAH , 

i know you know .

shh .

u also , macam dah hilang , 

HAHA

aiya , 

ALL COME OUT LA ! 

OK ?

miss youuu :)



wish all the best for SPM ,
sisters ! study hard , play hard !
wait you all :)